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1. WHERE THE BUD CRACKS BLOOD FLOWS
2. PLATFORM FLASHBACKS
3. ACROSS THE WATER
4. THE THINGS THAT ONLY GLOW IN THE DARK
5. LIKE YESTERDAY
6. DID YOU COME HERE ALL BY YOURSELF?
7. SHATTERED REFLECTIONS
8. I SHALL SEARCH THROUGH DEEPER GROUNDS
9. PLEASE FUCK OFF
10. CHAPEL OF SCIENCE
11. TIES
The fog arrivesupon a collision of ecchoes, heart to heart"We will never againbe apart"All the while, a vile monkey hammers on his stonescollecting bonesof feelings dead and goneThe fog arrives you are fast asleepbut one of these nightsthose stones will igniteAnd the monkey will surpass youand your inventions to admirewith the mere discovery of fire*The alarm goes offbut you need a bellYou need the stopto go to hellSun shines through a glass withmelting honey around hoveringgrains of teaa beauty none of whichare apparent in fluidsspread across the dirty sinkYou slept during the quakeyou should have died long agobut as the Ice Age melted awaysurely, ghosts too must someday.....as though banishedvanish*Oh, the painwhere did your lungs go, my friend?is that your heart or an exploding train?The cargo: unlimited amounts of loveMarket value: None*Be that angry fuckerwhen the bell ringsJust don't fall asleepBe the wolfthat does dirty deedsJust don't be the sheepTake them homethrow them outHold your toungeFeel free to shoutAlso;Get drunk, do drugsWhy not?*Hide away the stars of yoursand throw them in the face of everybodyThe reason of madnessis the only ally in warAlso;If you by chance happen to pass the wreckthere might be one or two interesting things there to pick upBeyond memorabilia and junkyard stuff,some of that junk still works

Trains intact rush by meI wonder to myselfYesterdays news, still bothering meNo sleep last nightNo sleep the next nightLike a hold-upa knife against the throat of lifeMaking this everyday grey concrete platformrumbleEvery strangers morning facebares a trace of this what you would call mysituation"A situation of shit"is the line I'd tell youBehind the walls of my skull thoughsmall creatures jump aroundlaughing in shadows that came from nowhereI hold a paper cup against my lipsa winter's chill across my facea taste of coffee a taste of nothing but hotwhile I mumble fuck it, for it is all I have to sayOne touch, one wordanything from anyoneand I'll explode right here and nowNothing happens thoughit's all very quietClouds across a blue skyCrows hopping on crunching concreteMen and women in coats Children talkingA buzz from the city afarI take a breathSomewherethere is a knife by the throat of lifewill the Situation Man slice the fleshand kill me offor will he simply notMy train arrivesthese were the things in my mindthis morning,deceptively casual
Tonight I standlooking across the waterfor there is where she livesyes for no other reasonI am her handsome stalkerthough I cannot see a thingOnce these hands they held a heartpounding for the palms and fingertipsbut it slipped and to the ground it fell apartfor my eyes happened to catch a glimpseof something elsesomething came flashing byvanished without a tracemy eyes kept looking andthe heart slippedCall it if you willan explanationthere will never be an excuseTo take heat and make it chillI can think of no greater abuseI know the price of restless yearningand the pain of ties that bindI know the dangers, close and burningand all the waste they leave behindTonight I standlooking across the waterfor there is where she livesI don't dream of herand I don't pretend she's hereI don't think of anythingTonght I standlooking across the waterfor through the abyss she will climbFor she asked me for fireand I said that's just a lighterwe just shared a smokeand we both smiled

Oh it's one of those nightsall lay silent butthe shadowlands rumbleall the things you've hidden so wellemerge into a fogcarving out the shadow of an old friendstanding in the mirror, staring backa friend of yours, so closethe silence is the attackand the memory of thoseyou've left behind"i'm sorry, i was blind"Oh the night time showit's out of controland a memory of daylight reminds you of controlthe madness and the power to say noyes, you can always seize the daybut in the night time play, there is a roleyou are to swimwith every silent sharkin a pool of thingsthat can only glow in the dark
Do you ever think of the guythat broke your heart?He was all blonde and fancydrove a big sports carAnd did you ever really feel meWhen I held you close, just tofeel freeLook how time it fliesclouds across the skieswho knows where the truth liesYou were happy to be mycloser friendAnd I thought I'd love youuntil life's endLast night I saw you in a magazineyou spoke of people you stillcarry withinYou didn't mention meBut I suppose I shouldn't befeeling miseryI read your diaryBack when you were all for freeHanded on to meBy yourself and every single needin everything you seeWe came to an endMy dearest schoolyard friendAnd now you don't remember meYour flower and my beeNo, not a single lineAnd now I don't remember youIt seems all I can seeis when you tried to look cooljust as cool as you could bewith your eyes deep into mineAnd when I think ofhow your hair fell in the wayit still feels like yesterday
You said you would stay home every weekend
because your mother always told you toYou said you would never trust any words of love
because you always thought your father would beat you
You said you'd never cheat or steal or liebecause you were frightened of the bars of your very cradle
You said you'd never win or loose or cry
because you were tought to stay out of anything remotely fatal
I said I'm not sure what I'll be doing this saturday
because I've got no plans and well, I'm just not sure
I said I've kissed one or two girls on Valentine's Day
but I've never seen lips like yours before
I said don't think I'm saying it because of any secret plan
because I've seen enough in life to be honest
I just had to let you know, and be sure it's really your call
and just maybe you would like a word of fondness
So when I heard the silent sound of gravel at my windowand when I saw you standing by my street, below my balcony
I had to laugh a bit because I wasn't really sure
that you've actually come here tonight to see me
I'm sorry, didn't mean to be rude
and sure enough you're welcome, make yourself at home
And not that you're feet aren't working, they're okay I presume
but did you really get here all on your own?
With a glass of wine, strolling around my bookshelf
I wonder, did you really come here all by yourself?
As a child
I often thought
any life worth living is a dream
within this world of mine
Fantasy, thy Kingdom in Bloom
along the Gloom of Reality
along came the wind of seldom felt serenity
washed away any last traces of who I'd want to be
left the lonliness of a century
now, is this all I will ever be?
Love, a terminator,
a wrath of a God reigning inside of me
Upon the crack where dreams hit truth dead-eye
flipping the mirror
showing me stripped of any lie
Fuck you I love you!
You are my reason in life
You are my saviour from death
You are my freedom
I long for your chains
I love you, I want to die for you!
I hate you, I want to die
because of you.....
and please, my captain,
I am clearly developing
unapropriate signs of seasickness
This whirlpool
and endlessly circulating sphere
Is this all I will ever be?
Is it but all
it's over!
and over and over and over and over again
I'm mirrored in a love of glass
and upon every fixed piece the reflection
is less accurate
You saved my life
though I am barely alive
Man overboard
I think I'm going down in this
sea of tears, filled up when
the storm raged
upon the sun gone black
and me
disappearing from your heart
as if you clicked a lightswitch
Use your love and
lie to me tonight
Build me a cyborg in your flesh
send her here
designed to protect me
These waters carry animals
once you were diving with me
with the dolphins and the jealous mermaids
But if you cannot save me now
you will have to see me die
and face their wrath
So down we go
over and over and over and over
and as a child
I used to sail
across love's waters in wonderous ocean storms
Waterwounds
leak from my soul
And the face in the mirror is
not quite me
or is this all I will ever be?


Look around all you see is grey grey grey grey grey grey pavements and the rooftops are falling down upon the skyline it seems like it will never come to a dream to be alive as long as you're not asleep and don't you know, I'm a part of it aswell as you are to be sure, grey grey grey grey heavy pressing down the core which is one hundred of a hundred filled with truth but then again piercing through the landscape of god and the creation is a vast spectre of colors all the way from black to white but the core is but the core and from afar it's just this grey grey grey grey beach of february melted snow and dead canaries a dream of sun and a dream of life and a dream of a life without the strife of living life, in a prozac driven landscape as far as souls are concerned and look at them they're throwing stones and no wonder the frustration is enormous screaming your lungs empty at a square by all the homeless bums the hunger is endless but the steeringhweel is armless it goes round and round and the ship will hit the iceberg any minute now and what about me, i can but frown i am not throwing any single rock though i see plainly through the glass windows i'm laughing life in it's face i'm a troll in the beard of marx see me tying together the shoelaces of lenin and i'm throwing this here pie in the face of bakunin oh i'm an anarchist to be sure - all this romance i've been throwing in a toilet of reality, this is my final contact ad since i found out the truth of myself if you please, i'd like to be, it's my only real interest and i don't give a shit for living if that is what you'd call it i'm going souling with my heart i'm going minding with my head and if you want a hand to caress your soul mine is clearly the best on the market but i guess you better stay away i'm bound to suck the life out of any modern human being in grey grey grey plain sight, i was sitting on a couch when i was something like eleven and staring at the kids they were dancing but the sofa was way more fascinating then the motherfucking dancefloor, enjoying a soda and one or two good songs and if for one damn reason something would take me out the dancefloor you'd better get it was for no other reason than to get a little luck, carnevour lusts and downright seduction i was an eleven year old velociraptor trying to cover up a t-rex but the girls eyes oh man i finally saw my own reflection there and within the crack of my existance and the rip of separation and the thrust of disintegration i did understand that i'm even closer to nothing than i could ever quite imagine and my market value is pretty god damn close to zero but i don't give a shit and i pity all of these people just can't decide if it's me or anybody who's the most rotten to the core and if you get a little hard then these lines are all i've got 'cause you see me on the street you'll see the human shape form of a lie of a lie of a lie of a lie in a grey grey grey grey grey grey day yeah a dead representation of something else that may not rescue anybody but it will strike upon the prozac world and live live live live finnaly live for once and if you wanna beat the shit out of me than go ahead i could die tomorrow or in an hour does it look like i fucking care, it's the only real thing the only actual forsurething and why not it's quite the satisfying idea my only real belief is my belief of a certain death and it's what we've all been looking for the freedom we have not find yet and i'm not even saying i'm alone in this quest i want death for everybody, see the world fucking explode and the sun burn through the ozon and put the world on fire because mother earth does deserve better let me see the unquestionable truth and the sweet hard judge of justice it would be my honor i'd stand straight with my back and my face turned to the skies and in flames i'd be devoured by a fire so proud to have been a human, a questionable entity a fool on two legs but fool as i am i'd be proud to be a part of a race deserving deathOr let me justlight a candlesilently burning, whileI've planted a bomb in my pastA new morning is recognisableby a certain pain in your eyesof a new kind of lightOne day you will findthat all it will be said and doneYou must slip out your skinwhen you need to peel off truths old enough to be liesand the dirt of your sins When it's all been said and donelisten for new soundsleading you elsewhereDon't be afraid, you will always find themwhen the time is rightAnd don't worrythey are always punctualBreak apart the hard groundfind the soil againYour sea is widerYour caves are deeperYour sky is higherSoon enoughyour entire landscapewill appear new before your eyesYou don't know how it happenedYou wonder whenBut until the next endit has begun again
So I came across your lines the other dayI had to read with my see-thru glassesreally no other waySo yeesh, seems you're still aroundStill taking a walk on the wild sidebroken any new ground?An angry hippie in a stoner's fogSociety's personal rugratand bad mannered dogYeah, a stoned chiuaua, pissing his polesJust can't stop biting peoples pant sleevesand digging his holesNot that you're an idiot, in all your hasteoh, you're quite the clever onebut it's just a fucking wasteYou've got your brains or what's left of them I supposeand guts and whatnot, but what are you sniffingare you getting close?I would like to hear from you, just one single linethat's every bit of glorybut not a waste of timeI suppose you don't like me very much, that I'm just a part of the messWell, there's not a thing in the Universethat could care any lessYou bark and you bark and would you ever get enoughAn angry hippie is just an angry hippieNow please, fuck off


As if you would never fight a warAs if you would never find a causeAs if you could never praise the dawnAs if you should never seek a GodAs if you've got the answer to it allAs if you would never fall for treasonas if you'd never hide from itAs if you'd never find a reasonand then die for itAs if mere survival is the meaning of lifeAs if the chance of a lifetime is built on strifeAs if you wouldn't kneel, as if you can laugh it outand take a piss on it if you pleaseas if this is your rightAs if you aren't at the mercy of the vast unknownAs if you never thought of dying, and as if you were never bornAs if there are no doors and no keys to be foundAs if it matters if the Earth is flat or roundAs if you are the masters of the Universe, a word you've namedas if your big bang blasted out a map and a frameAs if you shake your head and say "let's be adult"As if they take their pride and spit you in the faceas if this is not your faultAs if anything you ever say or do could give any comfort or truthAs if everything ever written or sung, is but your chimney's black sootAs if knowledge isn't nothing but an Earthly vainAs if you find your soul in little works of the brainAs if no greater forces could frighten you, as if you just don't hearany signs of wonderand then build your life on fearAs if you would never end up doing what you never thought you'd doAs if you would never face a mirror and be forced to see the truthAs if you could map it all out and work it step by stepAs if you could always be in control, and keep your thoughts in checkAs if you should never do unto others, anything at allAs if you can always find a reason, to keep every heartbeat smallAs if the dictatorship of others is not the democracy of oursAs if "cultural differences" is enough to keep it outAs if Rome wasn't built in a day, and wiped out in a strikeAs if history hasn't tought us anything but self-doubtAs if a few good men is enough to justifyA century of slavery, and every everyman's lieAs if the schoolgirls you teased and the schoolboys you hitis built on disdain you have outgrownAs if there is no secret garden, as if no seed was ever sownAs if the monster under your bedwas just a fantasy of a childAs if you never to this daysometimes want to run and hideAs if every little feelingis as expendable as airAs if you feel your heart's desireand you pretend that you don't careAs if you ever seek the answeryou might as well go hang yourself right nowAs if you are nothing but a cowardafraid of every single "how"As if you are not amazedbut too proud to swear allianceLine up, well mannered and well raisedenter your chapel of science
Born the same year
sprung out in a time
where our mothers and fathers
saw the same things on the screen
read the same ink
saw the same weathers of the same days
breathed the same air
in close proximity
as you and me
are destined to too
we too, too, too
and had I been a bird I would sing that to you
too too too. . .
We laughed at jokes cracked
within walls
Upon their falling we had to part
Funny how you think you can plan ahead
but you never know anything at all
But it's alright somehow, I don't know why
I feel you in the air today
we are the same age as of today
and
We were young
together
We will grow old
apart
But when I think
of a time before I met you
Somehow, it's like you were there right from the start
And if that feeling rings a bell
you're probably going to be there by the end as well
too too too
the dark times are upon us
too too too
we live some empty lives
too too too
along these age of lonliness
too too too
we will always have our ties
too too too too
too too too too
too too
too too too too too
too too too too too
too too
too
too too
too too too
too
too.....